Gah College!

So...I have four schools to finish applying to. Only one of them definitely has the program I want. So what do I do about the other three? I have to apply to them but if I end up at them I won't be happy. In fact, I'll be extremely pissed off. NYU is a great school but they don't have what I want. That's surprising because their freakin' huge. Their Studio Art department comes close but that's in the Steinhardt (sp?) school and it's hard to get into. I'd rather just apply to the regular school...whichever one that is. Then there's Drexel. They insist that I declare my major already. I don't know what the hell I want. So what do I do? I can't leave it blank. Bastards. And Goucher. Apparently I've been spelling it wrong this whole time. They have a communications major. Except it's not about communication via art as much as person to person. And they don't have what I want in their art department. Only Pratt has the combination I want. And there's a possibility that I won't get in there. I don't want to think about that. I still have essays to write and a portfolio to finish. Apparently it's a 12 piece minimum...that makes it a bit easier. Not having to go to college would make things easier. Maybe I should just do communications and media. They have it almost everywhere. It's too bad that I'm not a big people person.