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Sep. 24th, 2004 04:41 pmI love my theater arts class. I mean, I think it's unhealthy how much I look forward to that class all day. Once it's over and I need to go to Herdman's room for math I get so resentful. Why can't we just have fun all day?
Tonight Yom Kippur begins. That means no eating. Usually this would be fine if I had something to distract myself with (and cleaning out my closet and room does not count as that is un-pleasurable) but we are not allowed such methods. I am only allowed to use the computer when doing work. I may need to do some "work" for a very long time. And I've realized that with the dvd in the basement and the parents upstairs, they cannot know if I am watching a movie or not...well, not unless they come down to check on me. May have to use this to my advantage. I'm such a resentful Jew, it's really not good. I guess that I'm sorry that I don't necessarily believe in some invisible omnipotent parent-figure that tells me I'm a sinner and must atone for it. Daddy is not pleased by this.
Adri
Tonight Yom Kippur begins. That means no eating. Usually this would be fine if I had something to distract myself with (and cleaning out my closet and room does not count as that is un-pleasurable) but we are not allowed such methods. I am only allowed to use the computer when doing work. I may need to do some "work" for a very long time. And I've realized that with the dvd in the basement and the parents upstairs, they cannot know if I am watching a movie or not...well, not unless they come down to check on me. May have to use this to my advantage. I'm such a resentful Jew, it's really not good. I guess that I'm sorry that I don't necessarily believe in some invisible omnipotent parent-figure that tells me I'm a sinner and must atone for it. Daddy is not pleased by this.
Adri
